Resignation...

Sadness defines me,
sadness refines me;
the search for peace conitnues on...
in a life begun so wrong,
in hopeful song,
in a wish to belong
somewhere...
Raised amid stares
and the world of compare
what do you have to share
and are you willing?
and it's killing me
can't you see
that i truly am an innocent?
and all the useless energy spent
searching for an honest man
began as a result of horrors
i will not repeat
but Nietzche was right
think i'll end this fight
by letting the slings and arrows
bounce off my heart
that is turning to stone
and learn to live alone...
           04-15-10